“Shit.” I stop and slump to the floor.
“Its dead. Some sort of semi-organic robot?” Jimmy peers at
the thing with a complete lack of fear.
“Not that, that's just disturbing, I can handle disturbing.” I
hope I am handling the whole thing quite well. “The map, I figured
out where we are.”
“Ah, do you know of any good restaurants in the area? I have a
sudden hankering for seafood.”
“Ah, indeed, Jimmy. Another thing that I had to work out on my
own?” I refuse to be sidetracked.
“And what, exactly, have you worked out?”
“We're not on Earth.”
“So when do you leave?” She asks me over her coffee cup.
“Hold on,
I've not agreed to anything yet, the whole thing is crazy, I stopped
being a spaceman twenty years ago.” I look down at the drink in my
own cup, it contains no caffeine, no calories and if I did not know
that then I am sure it would taste just fine.
She laughs, a
full on hearty outburst of amusement. Stops, looks me in the face
and then starts again. She puts the cup down and the house remotes
appear to clean up the spilled liquid. Eventually she has herself
under enough control to speak.
“You'll go,
there's no question. There's this big alien spacecraft thingy
hurtling towards Earth and they want someone with experience to go
out there and talk the aliens or whatever into signing up with them
before anyone else gets a chance. They asked you. You'll do it
because you hate what you do now. You'll do it because you would do
anything to get back up there. You'll do it because its one last
chance to be the hero. You'll do it because Jimmy asked. You'll do
it because if you don't then someone else will. I knew exactly what
you were like when I married you, and you are still the same man. I
still love that man. If you ever stopped being that man then I would
leave you like a shot.”
I stare at
her, wondering if I should be hurt that she managed to distill me into
such a small container or be proud that she knows me so well.
“Call them
and get going. I am supposed to be working at the piano and you keep
distracting me, I'll see you when you get back. Call ahead if you
are bringing aliens over for dinner.”
“You're right. But before you ask,
I honestly have no clue where we are. That's something we'll have to
find out together.” Jimmy gestures at me to move onwards, but I
still have questions.
“Is there anything you are going to
tell me, or do I have to play detective with my own past?”
“You've had quite a bump on the
head, its best if you sort out those memories and file them away on
your own. Trust doctor Jimmy.”
“Like I trusted you when we were
making the comm-link repairs back on Brayard Station?” I lift
myself back up and start to make an attempt at the lip of the door.
“That was a drunken bet, besides,
they never managed to pinpoint the blame.”
The spin of Brayard Station
imparts a feeling of weight, but it is not enough that pacing back
and forth is advisable. Still, I imagine Jason Vickers, would be
doing that if there was space in the room. The entire team is here,
sixteen cadets, the graduates of Beyond Inc.'s training program and
the next generation of space miner. Vickers is only a few years
older than us, but he has the benefit of practical experience and the
authority the company have invested him with. He is not happy.
“I just can't see why any one of
you would think this was in any way safe, advisable or funny.” He
has been holding forth like this for quite a while and his face is
red. “And seeing as no one of you is willing to come forth and
admit responsibility, I have no alternative but to punish the lot of
you!”
Behind him a display screen shifts
its focus from a woman's ecstatic face to a close-up of male
genitalia. There is a cough as one us suppresses his giggles.
I cast my mind back to the
exercise, all of us working together to upgrade the station's array
of communications equipment, a mix of drone piloting, actual
space-walking, internal alterations and the job of co-ordinating it
all together. Working outside of the station, I had followed Jimmy's
instruction to the letter, but at the time had not had a clue what
the strange box I was wiring up was supposed to do, I should have
known better.
“With all due respect, and I
know you don't want to here this,” A voice from the back, the
class's acknowledged expert on signal processing, someone who could
not be far from the centre of this little plot. He chokes off as
Vicker's withering gaze turns upon him, swallows and then regains his
courage. “I don't know exactly how it was done, but if it is
anything like I suspect, I think I can turn it into a kind of
unintended upgrade.”
“Really? Do you think you can
do it within the hour I have before I need to make my report to the
central office and make arrangements to deport the lot of you back
down to solid ground?”
There are a number of gulps in the
crowd.
I
lose my balance and tip unceremoniously into the room, coming to rest
uncomfortably close to one of Crabzilla's outstretched, but unmoving
limbs. There is a smell in the air, something that would turn my
stomach if I was convinced it was plumbed up correctly. It is
horrid, but it convinces me that the monster is quite and irrevocable
dead. I detach the lingering horror and replace it with curiosity.
“Some sort of
robot, you said. A weapon, or do you think its into construction?”
I ask Jimmy.
“If it is a
weapon then we got shot down for a reason, I certainly wouldn't want
that thing getting close to me if it was angry.” He crouches close
to it. “Would you trust that thing to build your extension?”
“Fair point.
Do you think they grow them or build them?” I swallow my
revulsion, reach out and stroke my hand along the smooth shell.”
“Something
between the two, that exoskeleton is probably an metallo-ceramic
composite, and most of the muscles are probably artificial, but it
certainly smells like a dead crab. Maybe his friend has some
answers.” He straightens himself and gestures at the human corpse.
“Maybe she has
a spare pair of legs I can borrow, this is getting tiresome.” I
drag my carcase over to the dead woman. The overalls carry the name
of Jun, her mirror shades are shattered, much like her spine, I stare
at her legs before I work out the visual puzzle. “She has arms for
legs.”
“Enhancement
for zero gee work?” Jimmy suggests. “Meet the new humans.”
Bayard station has changed, other
larger facilities have taken over its former duties as a base for the
rock catchers and there is little left from its use as a wartime
command centre. Nowadays it is home to Beyond Inc.'s experimental
test labs, although their security division still maintains a
presence. I estimate it is twice its original size, although as the
transport approaches I catch sight of the memorial to Irena Ivanov we
welded to the outer ring, metal stars and her old helmet, to remind
us of her supreme bravery.
A new docking system catches the
shuttle, cargo and personnel taking different routes into the
station. Jason Vickers, now carrying the rank of colonel in the
security arm of Beyond Inc.'s parent company, intercepts me in the
disembarkation area with a hearty handshake, a little too hearty in
this unspun area.
“Steady
there, I've not acquired my space legs yet.” I grin, part of my
soul ecstatic to be back in free-fall at last.
“Apologies, its not often I meet
one of the old boys up here, most of our generation are now
ground-bound. Talking of space legs, Medical want you to pop in for
the final fitting on your new prosthesis. But before you get into
all that I thought you'd like to meet the boys on your new crew.”
He leads me through the rotation
lock into the spinning part of the station and then into a elevator
that takes us slickly down, gaining weight. I recall the old
elevators, slower and less reliable than the ladders. A short hike
along the main outer corridor brings us to a small meeting room
containing a small crowd of people I mostly recognise from their
files and, mercifully, a small buffet.
“Richard Saunders, one of the
finest drone operators on our books,” Vickers starts the
introductions with an earnest young black American, they are all
young. “Ikaro Itaki, propulsion engineer; Ilse Liefman,
electronics and communications engineer; Roger Davis, materials
science; Henrik Peterson, linguistics and diplomacy; Tseng Hueng,
medical and biological science; Felicity Patrick, policy officer;
Maria Fernandez, physics and navigation; and of course, Muhammed
Mahdi you already know.”
“Intimately.” Says Jimmy,
giving me a sandwich and a wink.
Davis looks me up and down with
disdain, a scowl on his pasty white face.
“I don't wish to put a downer on
this reunion for some of you, but shouldn't we be putting our
piloting in the hands of someone with a little more current knowledge
and experience.” He drawls, the accent too hard to place in
today's mostly mobile population. Jimmy, my second in one too many
brawls back in the day, puts his hand on my arm. Vickers jumps in
with the iron edge that he used to discipline my squadron all those
years ago.
“Captain Larkin has been
recalled because we wanted someone not prone to making rash decisions
and he beat the next pilot on the intercept simulation by a good six
hours.”
“Besides,” I add. “I was
probably consulting on ninety percent of the components in that tub
we'll be flying as well as most of our likely competitors' birds,
your own score in the centrifuge doesn't come close to mine from last
week and any time you want to book a court for a game of zero-gee
baskets we'll show you what a bunch of old space-farts can do.”
Jun
yields no new clues. Nothing in her pockets, no terminal, if she has
one then it must be internal.
“Looks
like whatever we wanted to accomplish, we were doing it while leaving
as few clues as possible. Helpful.” I resign myself to living
perpetually in the dark, no-one wants to tell me anything.
“Probably
doing something naughty, Bill.” Observes Jimmy.
“That's
Commander Larkin to you, Group Co-ordinator Mahdi, wasn't it?”
“Ah,
the glory days of directing orbital rock interception. Besides, if
this was secret you were probably acting under some sort of codename,
Commander Legless.”
“I've
still got half a body more than you, Group Co-ordinator Realised
Psychosis.”
“You'll
remember eventually, just try...”
“Not
to panic, got it. You realise we have no idea where the fuck we are
in the galaxy, what the fuck we were doing here or how the fuck we
are going to get out of this mess and we are arguing like an old
married couple?” The ship moves slightly under me to emphasise my
point.
“Just
like old times, eh?”
“I'm not going back.”
Saunders tells me.
“Don't be soft,” I reply.
“Set the bomb and we'll be gone.”
“Bill, I can't do this any more,
I feel like I've eroded away to nothing. There was two of me in
here, now there are many, all of me talking at once. Each one take a
little more of me away and I can't hold myself together.” He is
wasting time, our drones are slowly being knocked offline by the
counter-attack and before long we'll be vulnerable.
“Come on, we'll get through this
together, Liefman and I can both help you.” My guilt mounts, he
has followed me this far and I missed the signs that he was losing
it, Hseng's coded message starts to make sense.
“What's the hold-up?” Liefman
over the comm. “You're running out of time.”
“No, I'll defend the bomb, give
you some time to get clear.” He is trembling, fighting his own
nervous responses.
“He's too far gone,” Opines
Jimmy “There must be a flaw in the Angel' work, Ikaro was
complaining of something similar before he was captured.” Captured
and dismantled, Jimmy is right, I just thought it was the stress of
our whole situation, the implications start to creep across my brain.
“Saunders...Rich...” I am out
of words to say.
“Go!” Saunders and Liefman in
my ear simultaneously, our time has run out.
I sprint back into the connecting
tunnel, a trio of drones cutting the air ahead of me. One of the
drones succumbs to some sort of electronic attack, turns on its
fellows and takes one out before it is disabled by the remaining
quadcopter. Damaged, the final machine lags behind me and is lost in
the gloom.
A countdown appears in the corner
of my vision-enhancing goggles and I increase my efforts to avoid
incineration. Something flashes in my vision to the right and I
flinch away, but not fast enough to avoid an aerosol spray. My right
hand catches a good amount of the spray and then I am past whatever
machine just ambushed me. I see my glove starting to dissolve.
“Jimmy!” In the heat of the
moment I forget just to form the words in my mind and it comes out as
a shout.
“On it, invasive nano-compound,
aggressive, might be a problem.” He replies.
“Shit! Options?”
“Safest and quickest is to lose
the hand, separating at the elbow now, grab your knife.” Jimmy is
calm, it is not his hand.
Left-handed I saw at my sleeve
with my knife and then with a wince plunge it into the flesh at my
elbow. Jimmy's work means the tissue parts easily, but butchering
yourself is never pleasant, then pain is mostly but not completely
dampened. Blood spurts sluggishly from the wound, then stops, cut
off. I slice away the last of the fabric and the grisly totem falls
to the floor, dissolving and becoming something else.
I increase my speed back up to
that of a run, trying to protect my wet stump. The timer ticks down
to zero.